Ok... so it wasn't exactly as I planned it. Trust me, I planned to at least try not to let you guys down. But with my school schedule changing from 4 periods and 8 hours of school to 8 periods and 9 and a half hours of school, problems with a girl, and having too much math homework to handle in one day along with 4 essays in a week. This month has been complete craziness. I am much happier now after a horrible week, although I have a bunch of homework still. I am going to have to cancel my website planning for PikaFilm and Pok'eGuide; I am way too busy to even care a little. I might not be on here again until the holidays but I will still try to do what little I can. I apologize in advance if that makes up for anything else later on. So yeah, I am terribly sorry for those that do read this. (I know I said that before; I just read it.) Love and loneliness can be hard to handle but I am trying to stay strong. These past 6 years have been nuts with my dad dying and all. I don't remember if I told you guys that or not, I may have already. Loss can be hard and it doesn't ever seem any better even after a long hard time. But above all, you have to stay strong with your heart. Your emotions are the key to handling loss. You have to learn the right time to cry and the right time not to. Like the time my grandmother died and I was with my little brother at her funeral. My little brother was about to cry and I knew if I cried he would, too. So I decided to just hold it back and cheer him up instead. Well I have to get off now, so I might not see y'all until the holidays. I can leave y'all with this awesome singer. Check out her covers on YouTube! Well until then, see y'all later! (or on the holidays.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4lisZM5EO8&list=PLg49Px95ItQrgs0NeCPy82LvkHotrfjz7
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C4lisZM5EO8&list=PLg49Px95ItQrgs0NeCPy82LvkHotrfjz7